Last night I was invited to a team supper with my work group. I was nervous and felt awkward because I haven't been at work for so long and I'm still not 'normal' yet. I was worried I would get upset or feel out of place.
I couldn't have been more wrong. I did feel extremely tired from my late night out (9pm - party animal I know) but I also felt the comfort and familiarity of a group that I still feel a part of even though I have been absent for so long.
I am scared thinking about what Monday and the injections will bring. Im afraid what each morning will bring, but last night I was able to enjoy myself with some wonderful friends. I laughed and shared with the group, and at no time did I feel awkward. I still belong. There is care, concern and support.
I love that despite all the bad things that happen there is still so much good.
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