YesterdayI noticed my two toes on my right foot were numb and tingly like my hand.
Really?
I have already conceeded to the numbness, tremors and lack of coordination in my right hand. I am not willing to give up anymore. I understand that the numbness and tingling is not as physically dibilatating as some of the symptoms can be but because it is constant for the past 22 months I have not been able to forget there is something wrong with me.
In the beginning it was a constant thought and worry of "what could this be?" After I was diagnosed it became a constant reminder of what I have.
I havent forgotten for a minute that I have MS. Aside from the bladder issues, the tremors, spasms, numbness, tingling and fatigue I have reminders every day of my disease. I am waiting to move my Mom into a nursing home due to the fact that she has MS and her last attack has made her unable to move her legs. I am reminded each Sunday night and Monday when I am enduring the flu like symptoms from my injections that I have MS.
I did the right thing, remained calm and tried to destress and rest. Today I woke to a lesser sensation of numbness and tingling. It is what it is, but thankfully what it is today is better.
Really?
I have already conceeded to the numbness, tremors and lack of coordination in my right hand. I am not willing to give up anymore. I understand that the numbness and tingling is not as physically dibilatating as some of the symptoms can be but because it is constant for the past 22 months I have not been able to forget there is something wrong with me.
In the beginning it was a constant thought and worry of "what could this be?" After I was diagnosed it became a constant reminder of what I have.
I havent forgotten for a minute that I have MS. Aside from the bladder issues, the tremors, spasms, numbness, tingling and fatigue I have reminders every day of my disease. I am waiting to move my Mom into a nursing home due to the fact that she has MS and her last attack has made her unable to move her legs. I am reminded each Sunday night and Monday when I am enduring the flu like symptoms from my injections that I have MS.
I did the right thing, remained calm and tried to destress and rest. Today I woke to a lesser sensation of numbness and tingling. It is what it is, but thankfully what it is today is better.
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