Failing

I feel like I am failing in almost every aspect of my life.  My health, my marriage, my work, my children, my home.  I'm treading water but keeping my head above water is getting harder and harder. 

I still attempt to do all the things I did before I returned to work full time, the only difference now is that while I am doing everything, Im doing everything poorly.  I am not the happy positive person that I was.  I am desperate to prove (if only to myself) that I can do this.

If  I admit I can't do full time work then that's acknowledging that my MS has taken something else from me.  I dont want to give up anymore to this &*$#ing disease.