I was laying in bed last night and I came to the sad realization that I no longer remember what my hand feels like when it was normal. I used to think it was just temporary and I would regain the feeling. I didn't entertain thoughts of anything permanent.
And last night I tried hard to remember what it felt like to have full feeling and use of my hand and I couldnt remember.
I know there are a lot of positives that I can focus on. Its almost a year since my last attack. I have been feeling healthy with my recent lifestyle changes.My family is healthy and happy.
Those are some of my positives, but last night I didnt focus on the positive. I mourned what I lost. I shed a few tears.
But today I picked myself up and moved on. A little sadder than yesterday but still moving on.
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