Tuesday will be my first full day back to work since my first MS attack almost two years ago. These thoughts have that attack on my mind a lot lately. Reliving those feelings I went through make me feel the fear and the uncertainty that I lived. There is a positive in it though. I feel I am better today, right now, compared to where I was nearly two years ago.
I can still walk, although slower and sometimes stumble I am still fortunate enough to have my mobility.
My fear back then was that each day the symptoms would get worse and I would lose more and more.
While I havent regained all that first (and second attack) has taken away I am coping with my limitations.
What I find most surprising when I reread my blog from two years ago when I woke with the numb thumb is how quickly I can remember and experience all those feelings I was going through. Reliving one of the most difficult times in my life makes me feel a sense of strength and accomplishment.
I did it! And here I am!
No comments:
Post a Comment