I made sure I had a positive and fun filled day planned to keep me busy and not focusing on this anniversary too much.
I'm starting to think that I'm supposed to think about the anniversary and it isn't supposed to be a positive filled day.
I had a friend cancel a morning visit, a call that my Mom is back in the hospital and another friend cancel a lunch and afternoon visit. My husband is out of town with work and my good friend is just touching down in Jamaica.
All the distractions I was counting on today are gone. I'm left with a lot of thoughts. So, since things happen for a reason I have to think I am supposed to put some thought into the one year mark.
When my MS attack was at its peak I was a lot worse than I am today. Not only is it good to remember how well I am doing I think it is also important to remember the dark place I was in.
Thank you for sharing your story, it helps other MSers to know we are not alone. Good luck to you . x
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