I received an email from an MS site that I subscribe to today and it brought me to tears.
This woman understood what I was going through. She talked about the numbness and tingling of parathesia.
"I think just about all of us with multiple sclerosis (MS) have experienced the numbness, tingling and/or burning that is otherwise known as paresthesia.
To me one of the worst parts of this MS symptom is not the physical discomfort, although that can be considerable. I just hate the fact that when I have these weird sensations in my extremities, I cannot forget for one second that I have MS. I simply cannot ignore this symptom, no matter how hard I try."
She got it. She understood me completely and hit the nail on the head for me. I cannot forget for one second I have MS. I used to think the parathesia was a good motivator to take my needles as I couldn't pretend I didn't have MS. But 9 months into this I would love to pretend even for a short time that I didnt have MS.
For today I am thankful that someone gets me and can relate to me. I am not alone.
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